Branching out

Well, ladies, gentlemen, and persons of each and every gender, it gives me the greatest pleasure to announce that I have just launched a page on Because, you know, I’m so prolific here that my little sludge bucket of words is simply overflowing. 

Anyway, my page on Patreon is largely devoted to fiction writing, as opposed to the travel writing/curmudgeonly grumbling that I very occasionally do here. I plan to publish a novel chapter by chapter, as well as short stories. If you love fantasy, Celtic mythology and the shameless stretching of Scottish history, all muddled together with a zesty queer twist, Our Lady of Winter could be the novel you’ve been waiting for…Why not give it a whirl? From just $1 per month you can access these chapters and support my writing (and my ego). From time to time, I will also be publishing blog posts and musings on writing while working full time, folklore and anything else that pops into the dusty old haunted house I call a functioning brain.

Our Lady of Winter

“I am the butterflies in your stomach and the breath that raises the hairs on the back of your neck. Often, I am simply the bearer of bad news”.

When Gwen Kennedy receives a message in a bottle informing her that she is going to lose the love of her life, she is not best pleased. Her husband is in Macedonia, fighting in the Great War, and her best friend is a nurse, patching up wounded soldiers God knows where. Faced with seemingly inevitable loss, Gwen refuses to accept her future and takes it upon herself to change her fate and save her husband. But is she just making matters worse?

What is going on? Who…or what…is Caillie? And why, oh, why, can’t Gwen get out of this bloody rowing boat?

As Gwen attempts to navigate the ever-changing currents of time and chance, the threads of mythology and reality start to fray, and she realises that life and love are far darker and more complicated than they seem.


Want to find out more?  Simply search “Ally Kersel” on or seek out my facebook page (also Ally Kersel, @theprodigalteuchter) for updates.


Glencoe and the Glen Etive pest

Did I ever tell you of that time when myself and a good friend went for a drive up Glencoe? No? Alright, well, it’s not that interesting but I’ll tell you anyway.

It was a dark and stormy day in the depths of winter. A fierce wind howled and the rain lashed down, heavy with ice cruel as nails; the clouds were iron and the – Nah, I can’t bring myself to lie for dramatic effect. OK. It was actually a lovely day for November in Scotland. Today, in fact, if you must know. My friend and I had gone for a wee drive up Glencoe to take her dog for a walk and have a bit of an explore. Y’know, refresh the scenery in our minds, that sort of thing.

Now, I don’t know how much you know about Glencoe, but it’s a place with a rich, dark and tragic history and magnificent beauty. You drive along the road from the village, up the broad, green valley floor. The mountainsides are deceptively smooth, russet and streaked with the grey of rock and scree. Today, the mountains’ shoulders were dusted with a light snow and heavy cloud hung with bleak anticipation around their heads. The rest of the sky was bright blue and clear. Lovely.

We had a walk at the lochan and decided to drive along up the valley because why not? It seemed a fair bit busier than I remembered but nevertheless, the sense of history hummed through the beauty and the agony of the landscape – you can sense the journeys, the old blood shed and the ghosts created. If you didn’t know, Glencoe was the sight of one of the most notorious slaughters of Scottish history – the massacre of the clan MacDonald at the hands of the Campbells who, at the time, were their guests (Red Wedding, anyone?). I won’t go into the details here but suffice to say, the massacre was triggered by longstanding clan conflicts and the fact that the MacDonalds had been slow to declare their loyalty officially to the current monarch.

You’ll not be surprised to hear that the Glencoe Massacre has inspired many chilling tales in local lore. Regardless of your stance on ghosts, I encourage you to look these up. A quick google search will reveal tales that are evocative, haunting and endlessly fascinating. One of my favourites is the tale of the caoineag – a creature not dissimilar to the banshee that is said to haunt streams and waterfalls and wails or sings a lament as an omen of a violent death. She is often said to cry before the downfall of her clan. Apparently, the night before the massacre, some members of the MacDonalds did indeed hear the caoineag wail, heeded her warning and hid in the hills, thus avoiding the slaughter she predicted. Unfortunately, many of the men, women and children who hid in the hills later died of exposure, in addition to the thirty eight murdered by the Campbells. They may have avoided a violent death but perished regardless under the gentle, cruel touch of winter.

It’s a dark tale but necessary in order to understand the history and feeling of the place.

Eventually, we turned from the main road and headed down Glen Etive, following the river. The narrow, single-track road was thick with cars and vans and, so close to the haunting atmosphere of Glencoe, the modern world became impossible to ignore. I mean, we were in a car too but work with me…However, the scenery remained astounding, crawling with red deer, birds of prey and, if you got really lucky, the occasional cluster of kayakers in their pants, huddled around a single Thermos for warmth. I know their ways, I used to be one.

On this particular day, the red deer had come down from the mountainside and were easily seen at the side of the road. I’ve seen plenty of deer in my life (and eaten many more…) but even I had to admit that it was a grand site. Despite being locals, we paused and wound down our windows to get a better look. The stags were stinking! Rank and musky…I guess it’s that time of year. We passed throngs of people less acquainted with the creatures parked up and taking pictures and I did start to appreciate how cool it would be to see wild deer in this number in such an incredible setting. But don’t feed them, lads, OK? That’s not on.

It was not until the end of the road that events took a turn for the worse. We turned at the car park and drove back, only to find our way completely blocked by a queue of several cars stuck behind a group of deer and a van of tourists who had decided to swap pleasantries. At first we laughed but then, after several long minutes, began to feel a little indignant. Had they not noticed? Damn it, what if we had somewhere to be? I mean, we’re a pair of slackers so we didn’t but even so…

 People in the cars in front of us had started making gestures and muttering impatiently. No one had yet to sound their horn. I suppose we didn’t want to alarm the deer or to seem anything more than passively, politely rude. Finally, it was too much for my friend to bear – the clouds closed in and the wind picked up; she rolled down her windows, waved her arms and revved the engine, all the while her face afixed in a most ghoulish cast. As the tourists finally parted to let us through, the car stalled and the engine fell silent.

It is said that if you find yourself in Glen Etive on a quiet day in November and you listen very hard, you may hear, carried on an eldritch wind through the mist, the faint moan of an unearthly voice wailing the word:


On coming home and the Google Maps trap…

It’s struck me that I am clearly a dedicated, committed blogger. My brain is full of accumulated detritus that I might one day wish to share and I have whole notebooks full to bursting with grand ideas, anecdotes, useless nuggets and fun facts that I bet the world is just dying to sink their teeth into. Of course, the standout point is, I now have a blog with three posts (let’s hear it: yaaaay! Well done you! Three posts in what…how long? Phew! Glè mhath!).

Alright, enough of your slow clapping. Settle down, now. I’ve been busy. Sort of.

I moved to a place called Bowen Island, just off Vancouver. I picked berries, looked after chickens (only three died and it was natural causes, OK?) and generally fecked around all summer. It was great. However, for better or for worse, I am relocating to Vancouver itself for the winter, re-establishing myself as part of the modern world and re-learning how to deal with other humans, traffic and technology. Naturally, once this was decided, I panicked, booked a six week trip home and decided that my true calling was researching local history and folklore (another project for another time) and the writing of that bloody novel that’s been hanging round my neck for five years.

I’ve been home three days now and I think I’ve got over the jet lag. I woke up at 2.30 am, then 4.30 am and this morning I was blindsided by checking my phone and discovering that it had just gone 11.  Anyone want to know my secret? My top ten ways to fight jet lag? Well, I drank tea, had naps and thoroughly enjoyed feeling drunk in the middle of the day without actually drinking. Job done.

Time to be productive.

Another digression: anyone else graduate around 2012 and wake up after five years working in hospitality and realise that you’ve basically been in some kind of tech coma and might as well have woken a hundred years in the future in a spaceship surrounded by robots? Back in my day, people wrote on paper. With a pen. While eating biscuits.  Facebook was only just a thing. Now it seems that in order to get ahead, you have to blog on a smartphone whilst doing some kind of cleanse and following some mad exercise and skincare routine. It is clear to me that I am already over the hill and clearer still that I like it there! 

And this brings me to Google Maps.

As anyone who has ever moved to a new area or traveled before, Google Maps is pretty crucial unless you want to be an old timer like me who prefers to have numerous damp, crumpled town maps in their pocket and draws street layouts on their arm with biro. Anyway, a while back after putting one too many town maps through the washing machine and getting heartily sick of picking mashed up bits of paper off my clothes, I decided that maybe this “app” was the way to go.

I was mistaken. I don’t know, maybe it’s just me. No one else seems to have so much trouble with it but I swear, it’s out to get me. It lures me remorselessly into dead ends, cul-de-sacs and witches’ ovens. I’ve taken to leaving a trail of breadcrumbs behind me which, if I am in an urban area, often turns into a trail of pigeons but to no avail. I remember once, driving with my partner towards Peebles in the dead of a mid-winter night. As soon as we left the motorway, the damn thing went haywire. We had been advised to go through Biggar rather than Moffat as the road was supposed to be easier but Google Maps was having none of it. With the starless night, wraiths of thick mist and the insistent auto-correcting of our route, I felt as though we were following a twenty-first century will-o’-the-wisp to our certain doom.

I mean, obviously we got there in the end. But I think my point still stands. Forgive me, fellow millennials, for my reluctance to blithely follow technology. I suppose I’ll have to though if I want to branch out of hospitality and make a living in a new city. Maybe I’ll even become shinier, sharper, more polished as I skip cheerfully after the mischievous twinkle of an iPhone light away from the road and across the bog.

Or maybe I’ll sink into the muck up to my neck. Though at least I might find all those  lost pairs of wellies.

Tending my widgets

Come in closer, aye, that’s it. I’m after some advice, you see. It is probably obvious that I am new to this whole blogging malarky. I started under the impression that all I had to do was a wee bit of writing, maybe stick up a few pictures, show it to my Mum, who will show it to all the other Mums and then, hey presto, the whole of Oban is reading it.

Turns out, it’s not that simple. I keep being pestered by these creepy wee creatures called “widgets”. Seriously, they’re everywhere – the whole house is riddled with them. I saw one run under the sofa just now, a nasty wee thing with too many legs, like a spider. It disappeared before I could catch it.

Apparently, I’m supposed to do something with these widgets. Does anyone know what they eat? I looked it up and even Robert Burns had no idea what to do with the bloody things:

Wee sleekit, cow’rin, tim’rous beastie,

Oh, what a panic’s in thy breastie!

I ken you’re just here to unbraid me

An’ turn me to a bloody eejit.

I wad be laith to rin’ an’ chase thee

Thou feckin’ widget.”

…I’ll see myself out…lock up after yourselves, will you? My widgets are hungry.

Peat Bog Wellies

My childhood home is littered with tarnished, saliva-filled tin whistles left over from the fèis; old sheet music written in a crabbed hand and songs with words that I don’t understand anymore. I grew up near Oban, although I was born nearer Cumbernauld. In High School, I chose French, not Gaelic. I have spent next to none of my adult life in Scotland and, on meeting me, a person’s mind does not leap so easily to the Highlands and Islands as it does to the uncomfortable thought, “What the fuck is that accent anyway?” and all the social difficulties that this implies.

Still, I went to Fèis Latharna every year and I had a yellow sticker on my name tag that meant I knew a wee bit of Gaelic (Is mise Ally; pòg mo thòin and such…). My poor parents suffered through two daughters learning the fiddle and endlessly repeating songs about some truly shite sounding porridge. My childhood was lost wellies and being forced to sit on a poly bag on the way home to keep the car seat clean. It was that horrible, cringy feeling you get swimming over rocks, lest your hand brush through the weed and touch a jelly fish or…God forbid…a RED one! It was going camping on Lismore or Kerrera with the comfortable awareness that someone, usually a younger sibling, would track sheep shit into the tent. Above all, it was the long, slow, itchy summer of the ceaseless midgie.

I live in Canada now, after three years in New Zealand and every time someone asks me where I’m from, I say Oban, Scotland. I have left as many wellies preserved in peat bogs for future archaeologists as anyone so, really, what else can I say?

I am The Prodigal Teuchter so leave your flat cap at the door and settle down with a dram for yarns about beasties and bogles and Brexit, misty-eyed reminiscing and, above all else,  indecipherable grumbling into a pint about everything that doesn’t really matter.